I was so full of FAIL today, mainly because I feel like I take on other people's FAIL. It just felt like a badbad day. I have a very hard time getting up and doing something because it's just too easy to sit still. Motivation, I lack it. Hopefully this will be the Spring Break of getting caught up.
I want to be good at something, and I want to have a good future. I don't want to hold back anymore but I'm so so afraid of myself and what I'm (not)capable of. I can't really explain it, but I'm so scared that it makes me want to cry.
Things I knew but realized today: I'm pretty selfish and I don't know how to stop.
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