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I'm really starting to lose my confidence and "can do" attitude that I try so hard to keep up. Today sucked in that I did NOT do well on the stupid test that was supposed to be easy and I'm really ashamed of it. It also sucked in that it was my dad's day off, which means he spent all of his time in a stupor, passed out on the couch. It did not help that as soon as everyone was home, that the fighting started. I'm getting pretty sick of many things. I just don't know how to go about changing any of it.